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My heart is gleeing .

Saturday, May 15, 2010 @ 12:13 AM
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Just need to write things out.

After a few mths in JC, many things have changed. Learnt to live more independently. Sometimes i really dun wan go home study. I dun even mind studying at library alone. If only I had someone with me. it sucks rlly when you have no one and nowhere to go. yes it sucks.

I still regret not having a cca i want. though i no choice. I hope to commit myself to volunteering, at least can fill my emptiness and made me more worthy a person. When i volunteer at TYGC, im rlly happy. Looking at the kids, they rlly entertained me. Mature smiles and childish acts. Reserved and yet playful. They made me want to volunteer more. And its not really "volunteer" anymore.

Another thing is im totally depressed about tests. I know i dun rlly study hard. I may appear in the mugger side, in school so hardworking. but whenevr im outside or in my house, i slack like hell. I know she's the one motivating me to study. and my dream too. However, i keep failing, and the problem is i know how to do but i have not enough time. depressed ttm.. what's more i aimed for As. Yeah i know its ridiculous. I will keep trying anyway..

ISP IS OVER. WE END THE ENTERTAINMENT! Im so happy that we did well for ISP. All the sunday efforts having to go back to school not wasted. All the times i kena scamm to rehearse was to avail. AND IT WAS DAMN ENTERTAINING as said by carrot. okay not damn but rlly it's so entertaining i laughed hard at the first scene. Gonna miss the funny and friendly ppl.

Feels like learning some aesthetics stuffs.. like piano, guitar, singing, language and photography. I feel that there is this side of me that desires arts. Im so busy, wouldn i burn out?

I also learnt that shuagi ges chio bus alws very popular. Life's unfair..
thats why i stick with the outcasts. im not gonna suck up to them just because of their appearance. im not gonna be a follower of "exhibition cult".

Lastly, i would like to comment on the weirdos in my new sch. I DUN UNDERSTAND BUT THIS WORLD RLLY HAS STRANGE PPL. Its hard to tolerate them but they can be rlly funny in a bad sense. lol.

But, i treat evryone equally! Thats me. Yup, i said bad things and all but honestly, thats not what i feel inside. Im just direct. Understand me and you will.

I have many things i still want to say but im too tired liao. And i would rather talk to her than blogging for no one. My life is dull, i know. Just smile :)


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